My batch of M204 was really a big collection of talents... just name ANY sport or entertainment or any activities..there is bound to be someone who excelled in it... we won 2 consecutive IMU cups.. and the second wan we didn even need to wait for the finals to know we won. theres always the 3 little pigs and gang to cheer us up in singing competition, Kent, Hong Lim and gang to show off their stuff on Friday night...Sab and the machas to dazzle on Diwalis.... and the list goes on and on....

so although im not a very quiet person... I basically excuse myself out of all the stage or public events.. not that i really yearn for it..just that i know there are much better ppl than me in handling those stuffs....oh well..i did have a 3 minutes session on stage playing violin with the kids of Santa Jerome...that was basically it la..

time passes by..and we are reduced to c107 of 80 plus ppl... then..just last week.. Sab asked me..wanna sing on music nite? no one's singing chinese...! hmm..i guess thats the 1st time ever anyone asked me that. at 1st.. the invitation sounds tempting... we even tried youtubing some songs to see whether we can reach the high pitches..haha...red boxing in S2 at 12 midnight..of cos.. we didn settle for anything la..
but now...all the negative thoughts start flowing out.. wat if i sang out of tune? wat if i shivered on stage?

inferiorty complex maybe?